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Written by Wilma Zalabak, M.Div.
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Monday, 31 May 2010 14:53 |
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Tovina pursued, “But in a storm, how can one keep reaching toward the light?”
“Storms, in themselves, are not happy things. They are allowed in order to strengthen your connection TO THE VINE in preparation for that almost overwhelming storm soon to break upon the vineyard. The stronger your connection, the more surely, throughout all storms, can you keep reaching toward the light.
“Tovina, do rainbows make you happy?”
“Oh, yes, I remember only one when I was too tiny to see it, but I do remember the quickening in the vineyard.”
“Before the rainbow must come the storm. If you will keep reaching toward the light amidst the storm, you may see a rainbow.”
“What is a rainbow? Tell me about the Rain.”
“A rainbow glows when I, the Rain, mix with the sunlight in a special way. The rainbow is a gift from the Husbandman.
“The Rain? The Rain has many names. You have talked with me in the Stream, and in the Dewdrop of evening. In even more ways than these, I am everywhere. I am all around you when you cannot see me as you can now. I am near you in the air. In the winter I come as snow and would talk with you then if you would listen in the stillness. Yes, I am even inside you, bringing you the life of the Vine through your connection. Because I am everywhere, I have many more lessons for you. But for now, keep reaching toward the light.” |
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Written by Wilma Zalabak, M.Div.
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Monday, 31 May 2010 14:49 |
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Day came on with a storm. The wind tore at the branches in the vineyard. The clouds billowed and closed in upon the darkness. Every branch felt the tenseness of the hour.
Tovina shouted out her name, “TO THE VINE! TO THE VINE!” all the while chiding herself for the happiness of the evening before. Here blew proof of its folly. It must not be right for a branch to want the things which make it happy.
What a relief it was for the entire vineyard when the Rain began to fall! It came first to Tovina seemingly already aware of the puzzle growing within her. It spoke of the happy things: the morning’s light, the smile of the Husbandman, the song of the Robin, the face of the Violet, the sprouting acorn. It swelled the Stream for other panting deer.
Said Tovina, “The deer went to the water brook unashamed and received that which made him happy. The light makes me happy, but is it never wrong to reach toward the light, never out of place to want the happy things?”
“No, Tovina, you may always keep reaching toward the light. But do note this caution: First and always, keep seeking TO THE VINE. You see, some branches if not connected are made happy by parasites, decay, and bad odors. Apart from the Vine, your wants are perverted, but connected TO THE VINE, your wants are part of the life of the Vine to make you grow,–not to be pruned away.” |
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Written by Wilma Zalabak, M.Div.
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Monday, 31 May 2010 14:45 |
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Heretofore resting quietly on a velvet petal, the Dewdrop could contain itself no longer. It was piled high.
“Tovina, Tovina, the Husbandman himself placed our Bluest Violet here amidst the things that make her happy. He does not ask her to paint on her own smile for cover-up!”
“Then, if you will, “ returned Tovina, “let me ask you: Has Bluest Violet no pruning to seek at the hands of the Husbandman? Does he love her, yet give her no unhappy things? They said to me, ‘Pruning is love; ask for the pruning.’”
“Yes, pruning is love, but so is the caress of the bouncing breeze. Tell me, Tovina, toward which does our violet always turn her face? Let me repeat that law which the Husbandman knows is best for you: Keep reaching toward the light.”
“Why that is what the Rain told me long ago!”
“Yes, the Rain is everywhere. But do not miss this lesson: Our Bluest Violet smiles because of the direction in which she turns her face. If your begging for the pruning ends your reaching toward the light, then you are not truly connected TO THE VINE. A branch connected will ever reach toward the light and leave the pruning for the Husbandman.”
Tovina reached and, yes, there was light, the happy peaceful light of a golden sunset.
There in the light a deer, shortcutting through the vineyard, bounded to the edge of the Stream. He was panting. |
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Written by Wilma Zalabak, M.Div.
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Monday, 31 May 2010 14:42 |
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Beneath this branch named Tovina, snuggled a smiling Bluest Violet.
“Bluest Violet, what makes your smile? Did you paint on its sparkle to cover the deep unhappiness?”
“Happy I am, and smiling from root to blossom; I wish you could see. No vanishing sparkle is mine!”
“But tell me how it really is.”
“I speak truly, Tovina, for the Husbandman painted my smile. The cool, calm shade makes me happy; he gave me that. The sweet, damp earth makes me happy; he gave me that. The bounding breeze makes me happy; he gives me that. The prancing patches of sunlight make me happy; he gives me those. Truly, my smile goes all the way through.”
Tovina turned away, taking care not to shake the more what she thought might yet be a fragile sparkle. |
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